More and more paths

I used to think that if I tried real hard I could realize my dreams

It never occurred to me that I needed to readjust my path in order to do so

I wish for love from those who were supposed to love me

Yet the more I begged

The further I pushed them away

So I have to choose a different path

One that doesn’t make me sad

That’s not toxic and doesn’t hurt to think about

Instead I choose to love and be loved

By those who over the years have demonstrated how much they love me

I tried to be something I wasn’t and that will never work

I will try instead to be who I’m supposed to be

My heart keeps breaking

Keeps mourning my losses

But I don’t give up

I keep on walking

Keeping wishing for more

Keep wanting all that’s mine

I want what I have

What doesn’t apply to me

Exists outside of me

I’m ok with that

Harness my traps

To get what is mine

In due time

#calixtosgarden #plantingseeds #crushingdemons

Published by Nathalie Ramirez

My love for humanity, and for the planet, has set me on a path of healing through love, compassion, and understanding. I'm originally from a big city in the big state of Texas, making my personality quite large. I then landed in a small town that's out-of-puzzles gorgeous where people still wave at each other when coming across each other in the street. This transition has helped my development and tried relationships with distance and sacrifice. I have 2 beautiful boys, Silas and Declan, and their loving father, Curtis, who make my world go round. My political views all stem from wanting to protect this beauty in all its forms.

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