Ego transition

I find myself at a crossroads between who I am and who I used to be

Trying to bridge the gap between the balance I struggled to find

It was once a thing that who we are is all on the outside

As much as they liked to say that what’s on the inside counts

Now I believe it’s only what’s inside that really matters

We try so hard to fit in

Try to conform so we don’t stick out like a sore thumb

It’s this reality that keeps us at bay

Keeps us from realizing our true potential

Because never will it be a one size fits all approach

We’re individually difference in nature and in stature

My insides don’t quite match my ego

My ego is no longer who I am

Yet it’s still the center of my being

I can let go of what angers me

Even my pains and my sorrows

Let it all go for peace

I seek peace more than absolution

I can live without being forgiven for my mistakes

But I cannot live with the weight of not living in my inner peace

Of trying constantly to please but never being at ease

Of having the past eat away at my soul

I rebuke and negate any negativity headed my way

I see only happiness and good fortune

Why am I so lucky?

So unfortunate?

I am what I deem it to be

I am my own Goddess

Truly, how lucky am I?

#calixtosgarden #plantingseeds #alwaysgrateful

Published by Nathalie Ramirez

My love for humanity, and for the planet, has set me on a path of healing through love, compassion, and understanding. I'm originally from a big city in the big state of Texas, making my personality quite large. I then landed in a small town that's out-of-puzzles gorgeous where people still wave at each other when coming across each other in the street. This transition has helped my development and tried relationships with distance and sacrifice. I have 2 beautiful boys, Silas and Declan, and their loving father, Curtis, who make my world go round. My political views all stem from wanting to protect this beauty in all its forms.

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